Well, my Miss D tagged me in her blog post and so I decided to, duh, be tagged. I don’t know why but this was a thinker for me. And now thanks to Miss D I am short a few brain cells, and I really really needed those.
I AM…too much and yet not enough.
I THINK…there for I am.
I KNOW…too much of the world.
I WANT…my body back.
I HAVE…more blessings than I deserve.
I WISH…I had more confidence to be myself around people.
I HATE…hate and destruction.
I MISS…my family so much that it hurts.
I FEAR…being forgotten.
I HURT…when others are alone.
I FEEL…, like D, an urgency to make myself better and be prepared.
I SMELL… No I don’t, I showered today.
I SEARCH…the Internet for information, my soul for understanding, and the scriptures for wisdom.
I WONDER…if there is anyone funnier than D.
I REGRET…February-June of 2003 and that I’m not funnier than D.
I LOVE…(in no specific order) my honey, my chilens, my family, my camera, Photoshop, and you.
I AM NOT…the brightest flower in the field.
I BELIEVE…I can fly. I believe I can touch the sky. I think about it every night and day, spread my wings and fly away.
I DANCE…when no one is looking and the blinds are shut and doors are locked, security is placed outside my door and the streets are closed.
I SING…to my chilens before bed.
I LIVE…with my family, duh.
I WRITE…whatever pops into my mind, which could get rather disturbing. Have you been in there? I’m in there all the time and I can tell ya, not pretty.
I WIN…when my chilens play nicely together, whenever they give me kisses and loves, and when I find a bra that fits.
I NEED…a life overhaul, gumption, vigor, energy, motivation, chocolate, to not need chocolate, and my mommy.
I NEVER…know what I’m doing next.
I LISTEN…to KUNC.
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND…on the computer doing my homework.
I AM SCARED…that I won’t be prepared and that I won’t be able to co-lead my family through hard times.
I READ…text books right now but other than that I find books on anything that I want to learn more about. I read Jane Austen, Chris Stewart, cook books, blogs (I counted I follow 106 blogs! I know, I’m crazy!), and Susan Evans McCloud.
I FOCUS…with a camera.
I DREAM…of living close to my family and having my children grow up being close to all of their cousins.
I AM HAPPY ABOUT…having a space heater blowing directly onto my cold tootsies.